tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50058955001562684022009-11-12T03:33:34.990-08:00In Syrn's little world, everything in it is Syrn's Chronicles...Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.comBlogger52125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-82656814876427380242008-11-05T07:56:00.000-08:002008-11-05T08:09:27.179-08:00Finally, Obama wins the election and becoming the president of the United States of America.<br />it seems that the election this time was just different. the euphoria of his winning has comes across the world and everybody hope he can bring something different from what Bush offered.<br />through his winning of becoming the President, i just hope he and his administration can make things goes better. and all these can encourage us to realize that its time for us to change, to make this world a better place to live. for everyone.<br />make this world peace place to live.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><em style="font-style: italic;">Change</em></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" > We Can </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><em style="font-style: italic;">Believe</em></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" > In</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-8265681487642738024?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-18667647965841575392008-10-22T04:32:00.000-07:002008-10-22T04:34:59.795-07:00<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family: verdana;">MAKE IT MORE INTERESTING ..... !!!</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">MAKE THINGS MORE .... EXCITED.....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">^^</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-1866764796584157539?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-46008890598960590922008-08-25T23:22:00.000-07:002008-08-25T23:25:37.726-07:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">10 most played song in my playlist : </span><br /><br />1. alicia keys : no one<br />2. leona lewis : bleeding in love<br />3. project pop : bukan superstar<br />4. the fray : how to save a life<br />5. especially for you<br />6. maroon five : won't go home without you<br />7. pussycat dolls : when i grow up<br />8. blink 182 : miss you<br />9.maliq n d'essentials : itu adanya<br />10.aditya : be mine<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-4600889059896059092?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-32789538190362878272008-07-25T21:48:00.000-07:002008-07-25T21:52:22.260-07:00its one of my fav song<br />from yellowcard titled Only One....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Only One</span></span><br /><br />Broken this fragile thing now<br />And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces<br />And I've thrown my words all around<br />But I can't, I can't give you a reason<br /><br />I feel so broken up (so broken up)<br />And I give up (I give up)<br />I just want to tell you so you know<br /><br />Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you<br />You are my only one<br />I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you<br />You are my only, my only one<br /><br />Made my mistakes, let you down<br />And I can't, I can't hold on for too long<br />Ran my whole life in the ground<br />And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone<br /><br />And something's breaking up (breaking up)<br />I feel like giving up (like giving up)<br />I won't walk out until you know<br /><br />Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you<br />You are my only one<br />I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you<br />You are my only my only one<br /><br />Here I go so dishonestly<br />Leave a note for you my only one<br />And I know you can see right through me<br />So let me go and you will find someone<br /><br />Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you<br />You are my only one<br />I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you<br />You are my only, my only one<br />My only one<br />My only one<br />My only one<br />You are my only, my only one<br /><br />source : http://www.lyrics007.com<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-3278953819036287827?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-55234938224730111112008-07-24T19:59:00.000-07:002008-07-24T20:13:13.349-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">klo ada yang bilang 'lebih baik terlambat dari pada tidak sama skali'</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">is it so?</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">setahun yang lalu, aku pikir it's just too late...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">sampai sekarang pun, i still think its just too late...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">do u think i will have that thought for the rest of my life ?</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">my heart knew something that my mind always neglected</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">my heart scream for something that my mind always ignored</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">my heart whispered something that my mind always pretend not to hear</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">my heart reminds me things that my mind try to forget</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">there are things that my heart and mind can't compromized.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">may be at all.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">that what makes me to lose my faith about my own self.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">but i keep on standing.still.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i just don't know where i stand.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">and now i walk...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">walk away from all those uncompromized ....</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">heart n mind, i just want u to know how i missed you when u encouraged each other....</span></span><br /></div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-5523493822473011111?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-41794918835327821392008-07-24T19:48:00.000-07:002008-07-24T19:56:14.923-07:00mungkinkah kau merasakan apa yang kau rasa aku rasakan?<br />apa sebaiknya jangan kau rasa kau merasakan apa yang kurasa?<br /><br />aku ga tau apakah yang semua yang aku telah lakukan itu benar atau tidak?<br />apa definisi benar dan salah dari semua keputusan yang sudah kubuat?<br />aku juga ga tau apa akhir kisah dari perjalanan yang kulalui tiap harinya...<br /><br />aku hanya berharap,<br />bahwa aku tidak akan menyesali apapun. lagi.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-4179491883532782139?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-35107002105584777832008-07-20T20:31:00.000-07:002008-07-20T20:41:25.027-07:00rasa kangen ini mulai menggerogoti jiwaku...<br />sedikit sich....tapi lumayan kerasa lah....<br />apalagi klo malam tiba...<br />weisss....berasa aja tuh hembusan angin bercampur dengan rasa yg dikirim entah dari mana oleh seseorang entah dimana...<br />omongan pun sudah mulai ngelantur...<br />pikiran pun sudah mulai melayang jauhh...<br />andai.....<br /><br />ya...andai...<br />kurang tau apa harus feelin' into it so deeply sehingga memakan malam ato menguras imajinasi<br />atau...biarkan saja pretending rasa itu ga ada...?<br /><br />lemah...<br />i might not as tough as i used to be<br />but i can't give up to this kind of things...<br /><br />seneng juga kadang merasakan ketidak pastian...<br />tapi...apa coba yg bisa kita anggap pasti dan mutlak?<br />ya terlepas dari kodrat kita sebagai manusia yg pasti mati, pasti butuh makan dan lain-lain...<br /><br />pikiran seperti...ya...jalanin aja yg ada...<br />sumtimes i feel it shudn't be like that.<br />i have tergets, dreams, and hopes...<br />i failed may times...<br />but my effort to try to stand again is more harder than facing the failure itself...<br />to make myself believe in it, have faith again in it...<br /><br />i just have to re-think things again.<br />once i failed, now i stand....<br /><br />-chie<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-3510700210558477783?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-84486433208794215432008-04-17T08:36:00.000-07:002008-04-17T08:55:15.779-07:00tonight, i feel like i'm losing something.<br />things seems to be alright, but my heart says no.<br />i was thinking of things travelled in my mind<br />well...is it because....<br />my exams goes bad?<br />i didn't do good in my first day at work?<br />or i was missing my family so much?<br />...????<br /><br />but i don't think those are the reason why i feel this way...<br />well, after a long thought...<br />i realized that my heart was asking for something that i already missed.<br />a religous touch, thought, and breeze.<br />udah lama ci ga menyiram hati ci dengan siraman rohani yang mendatangkan kesejukan, kedamaian,kebahagiaan dan ketenangan.<br />Alhamdulillah...<br />ketika mata ini tertutup oleh kesibukkan duniawi,<br />ketika mulut ini jarang menyebut namaMu,<br />ketika yang ada di pikiran ini hanyalah kesenangan duniawi<br />Allah telah memberikan hamba hati sebagai pengingat<br />Allah telah memberikan hamba kehampaan sebagai penyadar<br />Allah telah memberikan hamba kegelisahan sebagai ketukkan<br /><br />bahwa jiwa ini sudah mulai lalai, sudah mulai lupa, sudah nulai malas...<br />bahwa raga ini sudah mulai jauh dari jalan Allah...<br />Alhamdulillah, Allah masih mengingatkan hamba bahwa kebahagiaan dan ketenangan sesungguhnya adalah ketika hamba berada dekat dengan Allah<br />adalah ketika hamba berdzikir menyebut nama Allah<br /><br />Alhamdulillah....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-8448643320879421543?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-55559411702344930102008-01-09T07:40:00.000-08:002008-01-11T05:03:29.612-08:00berawal dari pertemanan kita...<br />aku mengenalmu sebagai teman yang menyenangkan dan bersahabat<br />kita berbicara tentang apa yang terjadi di sekitar, cerita tentang hidup dan cerita tentang rasa.<br />apa yang aku rasakan tidak bisa aku ungkapkan saat itu.<br />kebersamaan yang kita lalui membuat aku merasa 'i'm kinda bit into you'<br />dan aku mengungkapkannya dengan perhatian yang samar, melalui sayang yang tersirat, dan melalui gurauan yang sebenarnya aku rasakan.<br />aku tau kenapa.<br /><br />tapi we grew up and life goes on<br />banyak cerita yang ada di benakku dan kadang ingin mengulanginya lagi<br />banyak cerita yang kalau kita membicarakannya mungkin kita akan tertawa bersama mengingatnya<br />banyak kebiasaan ku yang hanya kau yang tau dan tentangku hanya kau yang tau<br />biarlah hanya kita yang mengerti. aku menikmatinya.<br /><br />apa yang kita miliki adalah ikatan sayang yang tak terdefinisikan.<br />yang membuatku sadar bahwa<br />ada rasa kangen kalo beberapa hari kita pisah<br />ada rasa khawatir kalo aku tidak mendapat kabarmu berbulan-bulan<br />ada rasa ingin kembali melalui hari-hari itu dimana aku ada disampingmu saat kau merasa sendiri atau saat kau ingin berbagi kesenangan atau kesedihanmu<br />ada rasa nyaman saat aku berada di dekatmu, memperhatikan gerak-gerikmu atau tersenyum saat kau bicara. aku memperhatikanmu.<br /><br />aku senang memperhatikanmu. memperhatikan caramu bicara, caramu tersenyum. aku senang.<br />aku senang mendengar suara mu, mendengar cerita yang bisa membuat mu tertawa dan menangis.<br /><br />andai aku bisa selalu ada disisimu saat ini...<br />hal itu tidak begitu penting karena apapun yang terjadi pada kita, aku akan ada untukmu sebagai orang yang sayang padamu, sebagai orang yang peduli tentangmu, sebagai orang yang akan selalu ada saat kau membutuhkan, sebagai orang yang akan menemanimu ketika kau merasa sepi dan sendiri, sebagai orang yang akan mendukungmu atas apa yang kau cita-citakan.<br />kau begitu jauh dariku, tapi rasa kangenku bisa membuatku merasa dekat denganmu.<br />senang rasanya ketika aku bertemu denganmu setelah sekian lama...<br />dan ingin aku berucap.."aku kangen...."<br />tapi kata itu tidak mungkin terucapkan.<br />aku tau kenapa.<br /><br />satu hal yang perlu kau tau bahwa walaupun aku tidak ada disampingmu, aku akan selalu ada disini untumu.<br />aku tak perlu menjadi kekasihmu untuk bisa menjadi orang yang berarti untukmu.<br />kata sahabat pun mungkin tak bisa mendeskripsikan apa yang kita rasakan.<br />aku mengerti jika kau tidak pernah menyadarinya, atau... sebenarnya kau tau tapi kau pura-pura tidak tau apa yang ada di hati ku untukmu.<br />kau tidak ingin kita berubah. tapi membiarkan kita seperti apa adanya kita.<br />selama kau menginginkinnya, aku akan tersenyum untukmu.<br />saat ini aku ingin mengatakan bahwa kau sangat berarti untukku.<br />sangat.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-5555941170234493010?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-20686153384850618562008-01-06T07:54:00.001-08:002008-01-06T08:00:12.165-08:00UAS nich....<br />senen, rabu, jum'at trus minggu berikutnya lagi...^o^<br />SMANGAT!!!<br />walopun besok, persiapan Tekom kayaknya rada2 kurang nich...<br />belajar algoritma LR Parser...kagak ngarti- ngarti...<br />hikshikshiks....^^<br />belajar mesin turing agak tersendat sendat....<br />huhuhu...^^<br /><br />walopun nilai quizes ci banyak yang jeblok...tapi....usaha lagi yak...<br />yang penting...ci berusaha melakukan sebaik mungkin...<br />dan cermat..soalnya kadang2 baru nyadar nya pas udah ngumpulin kalo yg dikerrjain itu kurang...<br /><br /><br />lets do our best...!!!<br /><br />-chie ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-2068615338485061856?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-83618228581785388882008-01-03T23:28:00.000-08:002008-01-03T23:55:26.336-08:00i remember last year, when my friends and i were in a small movie premier<br />it was crowded, full of people...<br />and everyone is enjoying the show...<br />but somewhere deep there, i know I'm missing something<br />something that i can only feel with you.<br />to be around you.<br />i wish you were there.<br /><br />when i visited a place. a small place but incredible.<br />where i saw ice cream clouds painted in a blue sky<br />or where i saw stars blinking at the darkness above.<br />i felt really peace and full of thoughts.<br />but somewhere deep there, i know I'm missing something<br />something that i can only feel with you.<br />to share with you.<br />i wish you were there.<br /><br />the time when i had fun with friends...<br />getting along with them<br />playing games or laughing about some jokes that they made<br />go out have a lunch or dinner together<br />i felt really good and i enjoy it.<br />but somewhere deep there, i know I'm missing something<br />something that i can only feel with you.<br />to laugh with you.<br />i wish you were there.<br /><br />there are times when i feel screwed up<br />when i burst into tears, a don't-know-what-to-do feeling showed up<br />when i feel that i can't breath normally<br />when i feel i wanted to run as far as i can<br />when i wanted to hide myself<br />or when i hold my pillow tightly and the tears wont stop<br />i wish you were there<br />saying 'it is going to be alright'<br /><br />when i suffered from a stomachache or fever<br />and i was afraid being alone<br />i just wish you were there<br />saying 'you've got me with you'<br /><br />it doesn't mean that i can't stand on my own feet for things like that<br />it doesn't mean that I'm totally weak that i put myself into a 'wishing you were there' all the time<br />but it's a confession for me... that everything will be different when i got you by my side<br />in every events in my life<br />in a bad times..or good times...<br />everything will be different.<br /><br />above all those written...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i also wish that i were there for you.</span><br />in every events in your life<br />in a bad times..or good times...<br />even when my present will not make any difference for you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-8361822858178538888?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-84655229686287078202008-01-03T20:28:00.000-08:002008-01-03T23:55:48.303-08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />I've got the best thing in this world and thats </span><span style=";font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">LOVE</span></span><span style="font-family:courier new;">.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">having so much love to give, so much love to feel</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">thats the greatest thing ever</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">love is the greatest gift of all.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">love in a family, love in a friendship, love in every single thing</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">with love i heal myself from hatred.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hatred can only destroy ourselves...</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">and that isn't cool....^^</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">and all love i feel is a gift from Allah.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">and i hope with this love, i can be a better person.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">I'm a girl who believe in love</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">who believe that love is one of the most important element in life</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">who believe that only love can cure the hatred.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">and i love ya...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">-chie</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-8465522968628707820?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-8855755693473614792007-12-25T08:03:00.000-08:002007-12-25T08:38:30.578-08:00Masa2 kuliah dulu...<br />salah satu unforgetable moment...<br />tiga tahun mengisi hari-hari di POLBAN...<br />wat i called as my luvly campus...<br /><br />Setelah mengikuti SPMB dan berbagai ujian masuk PTN yang semuanya gagal dicapai...<br />ada satu yang berhasil ...Fisika...huhuhu...ga jadi ngambil gara2 kurang direstui papa, dan akhirnya mencoba tes ke POLBAN, pertama kali kesana...<br />ummm...tampak gersang, anginnya kenceng (naek motor jadi we' kerasa..) sehingga debu2 di jalanan spanjang ke POLBAN ikut hilir mudik meyatu dengan angin sepoi2 itu...<br />ada sawah nya pula...hihihi...lucu...<br />itu 4 tahun yang lalu...<br />sekarang mah udah beda euy...<br />udah ke-kota2 an ^^<br /><br />setelah ikut 2 kali tes..akhirnya lulus juga...diterima di JTK angkatan 03.<br />sesuai kegiatan annually nya...ada ospeknya...<br />jarang ikutan kena hukuman...karena dapet pita kuning...alias..."agak2 sakit..."<br />paling ci dihukum nya ya...disuruh nyanyi madep tiang listrik atau pohon...<br />yah...itu mah emang dah hobi...nyanyi teu pararuguh...ga' disuruh juga, ci mah bakal nyanyi...<br />jadi..ga kerasa kayak dihukum...hehehe<br />culun banget kali yak waktu itu...<br /><br />sesampainya di jurusan...ada pengenalan jurusan...plus masuk himpunan...<br />senengnya...kenalan ama temen2 baru...<br />taun pertama it was just the beginning...<br />taun kedua, kinda bit stressfull but fun...<br />taun ketiga, gotta work hard with all the tense...<br />bulak balik lab TA...lab multifungsi...<br />kosan kedua...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">tiga tahun di JTK, it was all great.<br />dosen2nya yang nice and great.<br />friends nya...yang well...friends forever...<br />they are all really nice...<br />kemana mana suka ngabring....<br />jadi kayak yang mu demo aja kalo jalan2 bareng...^^<br /></div><br />semuanya sangat menyenangkan...<br />and it makes me to feel like...<br />i'm missing those moments...^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-885575569347361479?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-58593600027234760932007-12-24T17:22:00.000-08:002007-12-24T17:57:54.810-08:00asiknya libur...^^<br />lumayan banget tuk bisa ngelakuin banyak hal...<br />Especially...Jalan2...hehehe<br />Pengen ke pantai atau kemping...tapi cuaca kurang mendukung...<br /><br />tadinya liburan ini mu dipake tuk ngerjain tugas...bikin makalah, practicing stuffs...<br />tapi...ga degh....kenyataan nya...<br />ci terlena oleh hari-hari yang namanya <span style="font-weight: bold;">libur</span>...<br />bawaannya...pengen maen mulu...atau seneng aja di kosan...walopun ga ngapa2in...<br />tapi karena ci udah sering nunda tuk ngelakuin suatu hal, yang berdampak tidak bagus nantinya...<br />i wont do that this time.<br />pagi ini rencananya browsing ttg Parser, baca trus ngerangkum dech...^^<br />at least harus ada yg selesai hari ini...<br />FedEx buka gak ya hari ini? blum ngirimin Rapot nih...<br />hmmm...liburan akan berakhir besok...<br />tgl 27 kuliah...<br />blum blajar tuk kuis.....<br />hikshikshikshiks...<br /><br />o ya...kemaren sempet dateng ke acara pagelaran budaya di ITB...<br />it was so cool...<br />i mean...seneng banget bisa ngeliat banyak hal ttg budaya Indonesia...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">K-E-R-E-N !!!</span><br />cuman sempet makan kerak telor ama es cendol...<br />sgitu aja udah kenyang banget....<br />pengen nyobain papeda...ga kesampean...<br />ntar deh...kalo ada lagi...<br />pengen nya sih ada acara kayak gini annually..<br /><br />ci cuman sempet ngunjungin stand2 barang2 kebudayaannya...<br />beberapa tarian yang awesome....!!!<br /><br />pulang awal, pukul 1700...ujan soalnya...<br />sempet sich nonton angklung sambil berpayung ria...<br />pokoknya....it's all fun!<br /><br />dengerin lagunya boyzIImen...<br />album yang Remedy itu so romantic, i guess..<br />alunan musiknya...bikin ci bisa ngerasain lope2 gitu dech...<br />terbawa suasana waktu di kantor dulu...<br />pas lagi masa2nya campur aduk...<br />hehehe...<br />keep listening...<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Happy Holidays...!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">keep your days with smile and have a nice day</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> yo' </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">....</span><br /><br />-chie ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-5859360002723476093?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-48380179108260110882007-12-24T08:57:00.000-08:002007-12-24T10:55:31.043-08:00pengennya sich ngilang.<br />bbeentaarrr ajaaaa....<br />pengennya sih being invisible.<br />ada di deket orang tapi orang itu ga tau kalo ci ada.<br />apalagi kalo punya super power kayak Hiro yang di film seri Heroes itu.<br />"Ting!!!"<br />then...here i'am in the place where i wanna be.<br /><br />bukannya ci ga bersyukur dengan apa yang udah Allah beri ke ci.<br />I'm so thankfull for everything...its just a dream...^^<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">lagipula, kenapa ci harus menghilang?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">is it because i dont have enough courage to face what my eyes see? what my heart feels???</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">trus..kenapa juga ci pengen being invisible?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">is it because i don't feel confident being recognized by anyone?that's why i want to be unseen???<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">dan kenapa pula ci pengen punya power kayak Hiro?</span><br />is it because i can be wherever i want without working hard on it?<br />just with a single "Ting!" i can be wherever i like without working hard on it?<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);font-size:180%;" >if those are the reason why i was dreaming it for.</span><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">then... forget it ci !!!</span></span><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-4838017910826011088?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-60905581404017658742007-12-24T08:33:00.000-08:002007-12-24T08:46:16.013-08:00zAzAzAzA....<br /><br />pengen bilang...<br />tapi ga ah...<br />apa yak?<br />atau... gimana yak bilangnya???<br />agak susah...<br />ga susah susah banget sich...<br />tinggal utara'in aja apa yang ada di hati..<br />ummm...iya gitu?<br />ga akan apa2?<br />gimana kalo misalnya jadi tambah runyem?<br />ya...resiko...<br />yang penting, dah ga ada yang dipendem lagi'kan?<br />tapi...apa ini cuman yang terlintas untuk sesaat aja?<br />apa ga sebaiknya nunggu tenang dulu?<br />ummm...<br />ya....<br />ada dua pilihan....<br />u use your freedom to speak<br />tell wat is there inside...<br />well, whatever happened next...sure, u have your backup plans already just in case things aren't going in the way u expect it to be<br />atuuuu....<br />just keep it with u. handle it by yourself. use your power of "exchanging that kind of thoughts into good thoughts" .<br />whatever it is...<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">the CHOICE....</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> is YOURS...</span></span><br /></div><br /><br />-chie ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-6090558140401765874?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-87568651470147400882007-12-24T08:06:00.000-08:002007-12-24T08:32:02.763-08:00hampir setiap sore ujan mengguyur kota bandung. dingin, dan kadang ngebuat ci males kluar kamar. spending my holidays di kosan lama.<br />sengaja ganti posisi tempat tidur, biar langsung menghadap ke jendela sama pas pertama kali tinggal disana. ketika matahari mulai tampak, sinarnya langsung menyinari seisi kamar itu. dan itu membuat ci hangat....^^<br /><br />hari-hari ini, tidak banyak hal yang terjadi. but it was all special. nyate bareng2 di rumah qq, yang tadinya mu banyakkan...yg dateng cuman 7an. dan dari 86 tusuk sate yang dibakar...cuman nyisa 16 tusuk akhirnya...<br />Kuenyang...^^<br /><br />it was all nice.<br />kangen ama yang di Riyadh nich...<br />huhuhuhu...<br />kapan ci bisa nyusul yak???<br />Pengennya jalan2 ke luar kota...spending few days in a different place.<br />but i have class and quizes...hikshikshiks...<br /><br />but, i hope things are going to get better.<br />amin.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-8756865147014740088?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-87744638029219868902007-12-19T02:52:00.000-08:002007-12-19T02:57:10.018-08:00Happy Eid Day..^^<br />Happy Holiday...<br /><br /><br />ga mudik kali ini..<br />kuliah masuk hari rabu ini...<br />yeeee....!!!<br />Semangaaat.<br />ssseeeeemmmmmaaaannnggggaaaaattttt!!!!<br /><br />"moga kita diberi ketabahan dalam hidup"<br />(dikutip dari percakapan sore hari ^^)<br /><br /><br />-chie<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-8774463802921986890?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-65790323265797356662007-12-16T15:42:00.000-08:002007-12-16T15:57:20.989-08:00Listening to...<br />"<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Sugar, ah honey honey</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">You are my candy girl</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">And you've got me wanting you.....</span>"<br /><br />jam menunjukkan pukul 6:43 wib<br />jam 0900 nanti ada kerja lab...<br />trus sorenya kuliah dech...<br />lapeeer nih ngomong2...<br />ga ada makanan..^o^<br />dengerin lagu sugar, sugar...<br />buka jendela...menghirup udara pagi hari...<br />tapi langitnya ga terlalu cerah...mendung...tertutup awan tebal...<br />wahhh...cu udah bangun pagi...hehehe...iya..secara ci ga bisa tidur...<br />belum bobo nich...<br />missed my fams a lot<br />missed my friends yang nan jauah di mato...but close to heart...<br /><br />hari ini mu ngaps yak?<br />ngerangkum materi...beberes...doin' my daily activities aja...<br /><br />things are alryt when i see things with one eye closed and see things straight<br />but when i open both of my eyes and try to look around, i realized how messed up it is<br />realizing that,sumtimes i pretend not to see things that i dont want to see<br />and i just thought of gud things around<br />bringing my positive thoughts...<br /><br />thanks to u .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-6579032326579735666?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-36204380996802205732007-12-16T14:52:00.000-08:002007-12-16T15:02:31.880-08:00seseorang menantikanmu disana<br />di tempat yang bisa kau datangi hanya dengan beberapa langkah<br />seseorang menantikanmu disana<br />berharap kau datang dan menjemputnya suatu saat<br />tak peduli berapa lama ia harus menunggu<br />ia akan terus berharap dan menunggu<br /><br />seseorang menantikanmu disana<br />ia terus berdoa<br />berdoa agar ia dapat dipertemukan dengan mu suatu saat nanti<br /><br />mungkin kau tidak akan mengenalnya lagi saat itu<br />dan mungkin ia akan diam tanpa mengeluarkan satu kata pun dari mulutnya ketika bertemu denganmu<br />atau mungkin kau akan berada di sampingnya tanpa menyadarinya<br /><br />ia disana, di tempat yang aku sendiri pun tidak mengetahuinya<br />tapi ada sesuatu yang membuatku yakin<br />bahwa ia disana. menantikanmu dengan rasa yang hanya sedikit orang yang merasakannya.<br />terlalu banyak kemungkinan yang akan terjadi memang.<br />tapi aku hanya tau bahwa ia disana...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-3620438099680220573?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-50008550065072809682007-12-16T14:43:00.000-08:002007-12-16T14:50:04.126-08:00penyakit baru nih...<br />ga bisa tidur. pengennya tidur, nyoba tuk pejamin mata...<br />it didn't work. ga bisa tidur sama sekali...<br />sebenernya ga papa sih kalo ga tidur juga...<br />tapi badan bakal ngerasa kurang fresh...<br />karna toh ga ada yang dikerjain juga.<br />kan jadinya cuman bengong, nyoba untuk tidur.<br />biasanya i think of thing yang bisa ngebuat lama kelamaan c ngantuk..<br />tapi ga bisa...<br />biasanya baca buku sampe ketiduran....ga bisa juga...<br />biasanya nntn tv atau sambil dengerin lagu slow melow...ga bisa juga...<br />ya sudah...ci matiin lampu, matiin tv, winem, atau apapun...<br />ga bisa juga...<br /><br />Hmmmmm....i need to sleep!!!<br />udah beberapa minggu ini ga bisa tidur...<br />tidur mah tidur...tapi baru bisa tidurnya....pas subuh...<br /><br />knapa yak?<br />tapi kadang sekalinya tidur...<br />wuiiiih...bangunnya ksiangan mulu.<br />ARGH....ngerasa kurang sehat...<br />hikshikshiks....^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-5000855006507280968?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-72957402499283737442007-12-16T09:52:00.000-08:002007-12-16T10:28:28.856-08:00ketika my heart beat so fast and i know that something is wrong...<br />or when i feel worried about uncertain things related to me or to other...<br />i feel something..unexplained but real.<br /><br />what do u call it anyway???<br />but things like this... it helps me a lot ^^<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">1. 'unexplained' feeling level ringan</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">biasanya kejadiannya seperti ini:</span><br /><ul><li>ketika ci tau ada sesuatu yang salah</li><li>ketika merasa detakan jantung terasa cepat...</li><li>ketika kepikiran terus hal itu...</li><li>ketika ada kindda bad feeling filling my heart...<br /></li></ul><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">hal yang dilakukan :</span><br /><ul><li>kalo ci belum solat...ci solat dulu...</li><li>berdoa agar diberi ketenangan hati</li><li>berdoa agar semuanya baik2 saja</li><li>nelpon orang2 terdekat ci -> making sure nothing happened to them</li><li>berdzikir<br /></li><li>mengalihkan pikiran dengan nonton tv, film atau dengerin lagu...atau tidur...<br /></li></ul>InsyaAllah tenang lagi....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. 'unexplained' feeling level medium</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">biasanya kejadiannya seperti ini:<br />tambahan dari yang level ringan tentunya<br /></span> <ul><li>ketika i can't do anything<br /></li><li>ketika ci udah ngerasa agak sesak nafas</li><li>ketika ci ngerasa sangat sangat tidak tenang<br /></li></ul> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">hal yang dilakukan :<br />tambahan dari yang level ringan<br /></span> <ul><li>berdzikir<br /></li><li>jalan-jalan...jalan kaki...atau lari</li><li>jajan...makan....makan coklat...makan es krim...</li><li>fokusin pikiran dan gunakan imajinasi sekuat-kuatnya</li></ul> InsyaAllah tenang lagi....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. 'unexplained' feeling level tinggi</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">biasanya kejadiannya seperti ini:<br />tambahan dari yang level medium tentunya<br /></span> <ul><li>ketika ci ga bisa tidur</li><li>ketika udah ngerasa bener2 sesak</li><li>ketika ci nangis sejadi-jadinya</li><li>ketika ci ga tau mau ngapain lagi</li><li>ketika sussssaaah banget hati ini diajak kompromi</li><li>ketika emosi mulai mengendalikan diri sendiri<br /></li></ul> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">hal yang dilakukan :<br />tambahan dari yang level medium<br /></span> <ul><li>berdzikir<br /></li><li>nelpon orang yang terdekat ci dan curhat</li><li>bener2 ngajak hati ci untuk ikut berdzikir dan terus berdoa...<br /></li></ul> InsyaAllah tenang lagi....<br /><br />pada akhirnya...ketika 'unexplained feeling' itu hilang...<br />ci hanya bisa bilang....Alhamdulillah...<br />dan semakin ci bersyukur atas hal-hal yang kadang ci anggap hanyalah sebuah hal yang kecil.<br />semakin sering merasakan, semakin tau arti dari ketenangan hati, dan how valuable it is.<br />ketenangan hati adalah salah satu kunci kebahagiaan.<br />dan ga ada apapun atau siapapun yang bisa memberikan kita ketenangan hati selain Allah.<br />membuat ci ingat dan sadar....hal sekecil apapun itu...kita tidak punya kuasa sedikitpun atas itu.<br />Hanya Allah yang Berkuasa.<br /><br /><br />-chie<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-7295740249928373744?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-63456203211005634752007-12-16T09:04:00.002-08:002007-12-16T14:52:07.196-08:00so, the latest news form me is that...<br />i'm now a student of STT located in Dayeuh Kolot ^^<br />ikutan nimbrung di kelas pindahan euy...<br /><br />hari2 pertama merasa kesepian disini...<br />karena kuliahnya baru dimulai jam 1700 dan pada pagi harinya...<br />i don't have anything to do besides reading things or doing homeworks...<br />argh...i felt a bit bored by my activities...<br /><br />but things are going better since i tried, somehow making myself being busy with things that are actually unnecessary. but it can mend things, i guessed.<br /><br />i tried to find something to do...may be a part time job...<br />but i don't have enough effort to do that.<br /><br />i should really study for my exams in Jan, but....<br />my laziness is uncontrolled.<br />it came just like that in my days...<br />filling the hole in my days...and i guessed it is succesfully done.<br />nilai UTS dan kuis kemaren2 di bwh rata2 lagi...^^<br />huuuu...it makes me to feel more sad...<br />but...however..i shudn't give up that easily...^^<br />use my imagination and self-acknowledgment!!!<br />and pray for a better result..<br />coz if i cant...<br />i wouldn't be able to visit my family next year...<br />huhuhuhu...<br /><br />and i can hardly go outside this place...<br />coz it will take a very long time to go where i wanted to go.<br />as i dont have any vehicle with me, that makes me to take an angkot everywhere i go.<br /><br />well..it seems i keep on mumbling about what i feel here..<br />but actually...its so great being here.<br />its nice and i enjoyed things...<br />and Thanks to Allah for everything<br />and i feel thankfull for my beloved friends i met here....^^<br /><br />i have one new thing that i hate most bout myself...<br />which is.....i can hardly wake up in the moring....^^<br />thats one thing that i hate most..!!!<br />i have to change that as soon as possible otherwise i'll get mad coz i missed lots of beautiful things in the morning especially Fjar Prayer...!!!<br /><br />keep on surviving...!!!<br />SMANGAAAAATTTT...!!!!<br />CHAIYYYOOOO...!!!!!<br /><br /><br />-Chie ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-6345620321100563475?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-65323362888358913012007-12-16T08:40:00.001-08:002007-12-16T09:03:05.243-08:00there are so many things to explore<br />there are so many things to learn<br />there are so many things to understand<br /><br />how do i recognize myself...<br />and wat type of person i am for myself?<br />well...these are the things marked with a bold font in my head about me...<br /><br />i'm a type of:<br />- person who likes to stand on my own feet<br />- person who likes to learn how to crawl before i run<br />- person who respect what myself feel and i hope i can respect what other feels too<br />- person who likes to see everything that i wish to see<br />- person, a high aimed person and kinda bit ambitious<br />- emotional person when i feel things are going not in the way its supposed to be<br />- person who wants to make those who trust me for my ability, for what i can do feels proud<br />- person who can easily get deppressed when i know that i keep on doing things that i believe it is wrong<br />- person who got dreams and i'll fight for my dreams<br />- person who never forget people who came in my life<br />- person who missed being with friends that i don't see for a quite long time<br />- person who feels thankful for what Allah has given me through my entire life<br />- person who loves friends<br />- person who try to learn to be a good moslem<br />- person who try to be an honest one<br />- person who never betray sum1 who trust me<br />- person who wants to make my family happy<br /><br /><br />so..thats the way i know myself...<br />i hope i could discover another side of me...^^<br /><br />-chie<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-6532336288835891301?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005895500156268402.post-36402742290502039682007-12-16T08:31:00.000-08:002007-12-16T08:38:29.989-08:00lama banget...<br />akhirnya...berhasil juga login ke sini...<br />huhuhu...setelah bbrp kali coba...<br />tapi dengan semangat pantang menyerah ala pahlawan '45<br />finally....!!!!<br /><br />so happy...^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5005895500156268402-3640274229050203968?l=syrnschronicles.blogspot.com'/></div>Syrn's Chronznoreply@blogger.com0