Senin, 03 September 2007

no idea !

beginilah nasib orang yang blum berpengalaman.
aku merasakannya....aku mengalaminya....
Tiddaaaaakkkkk....!!!!
blum berpengalaman dalam hal resignation yang jadinya ampe sekarang masalah itu blon kelar-kelar.
blum berpengalaman dalam bekerja dengan serius yang jadinya ampe sekarang kerjaan ku gitu2 aja...ga ada kemajuan dan alhasil ga pernah stress karna ngerjainnya asik2 aja.
blum berpengalaman ngadepin orang yang jadinya kadang berani tapi kadang juga suka nyumput (sambil berdoa...mudah2an orangnya ga ngeliat)
blum berpengalaman ngatur emosi dan cara berfikir yang jadinya ampe sekarang masih mood2an dalem ngadepin sesuatu, kalo lagee bersemangat ya (you go Girl!!!), klu lagi males (wess...jangan ditanya...)

ya....thats totally me...^^

can u pronounce "totally"???
i love to hear it in the way how an animated character say it...like....ummmm....Nemo...Yup! thats it. Nemo...
i guess...^^
its sounds like dhothallei...like that.smooth and childish.u may try...^^

hhhhmmm...i was supposed to be in a class now. having a class. one thing that makes me not to feel bad is that...
u knowww....i am a type of person who cant think in a fastly.
i mean in a class. especially logical maths class...the lecturer explained so fast, not too fast...just average fast.
c'mon man....i cudnt get it!!!!
ummm....when my eyes try to capture the x and y thing written in the board, trying to communicate with my brain...not just saying 'hello' or tried to be seen but made my brain to think what was that and count it right, its seems difficult. it seems i was left behind. seeing other student node their head that made me to think that...
"well, they got it." but me....???? D'huh?!?!?! i keep on writing and pretend i did it too (promising myself i wud learn it at home again).
but then, after a couple of days..i knew that it wasn't only me who got that problem. others too.
not only me (i really think i shud bold this) then i can smile :P , coz i just thought sumthing is wrong with me.
but now i guess..its all normal...coz others feels it too.
but then...i was thinking bout being accepted as a normal?
is the word normal reffers to something deals majority? is it so?
when sumthings weird and goes wrong? do we call it abnormal?
why do i feel like that???

anyway...being here...infront of the monitor, hoping that i cud go home as soon as possible.
i wanna watch Friends. i watched it last night. and i've got 4 episodes left.
i cried...my tears burst like i-dont-know-wat-to-call.
its so touching.lovely.
-- S.O-L.O.V.E.L.Y !.!.!.! --
oh one thing...i watched The Oprah Show when she disscused bout a movie bout the football team of Marshall University.
The Marshall was based on a true story and i watched that movie yesterday.
it was amaZzzzing...!!!
i cried coz it was really nice.
i luv it...i luv it...!!!
We are....Marshall!!!!

there are lists of movie that i want to watch.
-Cintapucino, blood diamond, the last king of scotland.
those are the movie i want to watch.

and one thing. Prison break.... tHat guy is so cool isn't he???
before starting another serial movie....wat happened to Heroes ???

well..i have to watch it...

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