Another Fav Song....

its one of my fav song
from yellowcard titled Only One....

Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

source : http://www.lyrics007.com

terlambat ?

klo ada yang bilang 'lebih baik terlambat dari pada tidak sama skali'
is it so?
setahun yang lalu, aku pikir it's just too late...
sampai sekarang pun, i still think its just too late...
do u think i will have that thought for the rest of my life ?

my heart knew something that my mind always neglected
my heart scream for something that my mind always ignored
my heart whispered something that my mind always pretend not to hear
my heart reminds me things that my mind try to forget

there are things that my heart and mind can't compromized.
may be at all.
that what makes me to lose my faith about my own self.
but i keep on standing.still.
i just don't know where i stand.

and now i walk...
walk away from all those uncompromized ....
heart n mind, i just want u to know how i missed you when u encouraged each other....

^^

mungkinkah kau merasakan apa yang kau rasa aku rasakan?
apa sebaiknya jangan kau rasa kau merasakan apa yang kurasa?

aku ga tau apakah yang semua yang aku telah lakukan itu benar atau tidak?
apa definisi benar dan salah dari semua keputusan yang sudah kubuat?
aku juga ga tau apa akhir kisah dari perjalanan yang kulalui tiap harinya...

aku hanya berharap,
bahwa aku tidak akan menyesali apapun. lagi.

feeling lonesome....

rasa kangen ini mulai menggerogoti jiwaku...
sedikit sich....tapi lumayan kerasa lah....
apalagi klo malam tiba...
weisss....berasa aja tuh hembusan angin bercampur dengan rasa yg dikirim entah dari mana oleh seseorang entah dimana...
omongan pun sudah mulai ngelantur...
pikiran pun sudah mulai melayang jauhh...
andai.....

ya...andai...
kurang tau apa harus feelin' into it so deeply sehingga memakan malam ato menguras imajinasi
atau...biarkan saja pretending rasa itu ga ada...?

lemah...
i might not as tough as i used to be
but i can't give up to this kind of things...

seneng juga kadang merasakan ketidak pastian...
tapi...apa coba yg bisa kita anggap pasti dan mutlak?
ya terlepas dari kodrat kita sebagai manusia yg pasti mati, pasti butuh makan dan lain-lain...

pikiran seperti...ya...jalanin aja yg ada...
sumtimes i feel it shudn't be like that.
i have tergets, dreams, and hopes...
i failed may times...
but my effort to try to stand again is more harder than facing the failure itself...
to make myself believe in it, have faith again in it...

i just have to re-think things again.
once i failed, now i stand....

-chie