Standing still

i'm there or i'm not there

wont make any change in you

you will keep on hanging in your spirit tree strongly

no bad moment like what i have when you are not there

with me or without me

wont make any difference in you

you will keep on giving your best smile to people

no sad face like what i made when you are not with me

i stay or i leave

wont any of your tears falls down to your cheeks

you will keep on standing still in the tip of the hill

no tears falls down like what i did when i watch you walk out the door

i must be proud of you

for the courage that you have

i must be happy for you

for the big heart that you own

i know...life goes on even when you have to crawl

-chie ^^

Shape

Ini adalah salah satu Lagu favorit ci...
Judulnya SHAPE dinyanyiin ama SugaBabes
lagunya ngena banget.....
some of the words are powerful and i luv the chorus part.
Nice Song!

u can see the lyrics (o iya, Lirik ini diambil dari: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sugababes/shape.html)

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SHAPE

[Verse 1:]

I live my life in chains
Got my hands in chains
And I can't stick with the cards
That I got with a deal
Like this I must insist
That a girl's got more to do
Then be the way you think a woman should
I'm taking it into my own hands
In this man's land I can understand
Why I'm taking command
Had enough of stuff
And now it's time to think about me, me yeah

[Bridge:]
And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

[Chorus:]
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

[Verse 2:]
I've always played it safe nothing's ever safe
Give me the courage to back my own convictions
Every decision I make I pay it back and more
Now turn the cards and let them fall to me
I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I'll give it back cos it's not the way it has to be

[Bridge:]
And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after secondAnd day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

[Chorus:]
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

[Bridge:]
That's not the shape
The shape of my heart My heart
That's not the shape of my heart

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good
And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And I'm feeling good

[Chorus:]
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape
The shape of my heart...

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nice seat

Smalem akhirnya ci ma ndu berhasil mendapatkan a gud spot seat di kc

tuk nonton Die Hard 4.0 karna sebelumnya nyoba ke plangi tapi dah penuh...hikshikshiks...

akhirnya ... dapet tempat ditengah...hehehe...not bad ^^

film Die Hard was amazing walopun for me...its seems so perfect.

it was a die hard thing.
tapi...i luv bruce willis...

sejak nonton die hard pertamanya...

yang paling ci suka adalah his character nya yang family man banget...

walopun di cerita dan kenyataannya he got divorced...

well, it was a nice movie walopun mungkin banyak yang bakal get busted di beberapa scene nya...
taun 2007 asa banyak film2 yang rame...

ada fantastic four, harpot, transformers, 300, the last mimzy,shrek,dll...

film dalem negrinya juga banyak, waloupun ci blum nonton
satupun karya anak bangsa...sorry bunda...^^

dan this weekend ci mu nonton Simpson the movie nya...

lots of things to watch...luv it..luv it..

o ya...but ada beberapa film lama yang mu ci tonton lagi tapi
blum sempet...ci mu nonton A walk to remember, the heart of the sea,

but for me, the awards of the "ga bosen2nya film yang ci tonton" goes to (make a drum sound plisss......).....THE LORD OF THE RING (applause..applause..!!!)

itu aja dulu kali ya....

nonton is one way of having fun time...enjoy it!

Happy WeekEnd... ^^

Broken Hearted

and everything seems so dark
since you left me all alone here
you seems not to care that you dont stare at me at all
and all i have to do is just you leave walk outside the door

my heart scream , please dont go, just stay with me here
i wont do such thing babe, no such thing anymore
well, i just dont know what to doplease tell me what to do, and what to say
when my heart breaks into pieces
and you let it breaks infront of you,you let it fall, and torn apart

please tell me how i stand and will i mend this broken heart
when it hurts me so

well now i know...that i must stand and learn how to run again
well now i know...that my life must go on with or without you
well, now i know i have to smile no matter how painfull i feel inside

sorry if i ever let you down or do anything that hurts your heart so bad.
thank you and just take care of yourself better than ever
and wishing you the best luck ever...

Nice Morning ^^

i saw three little cute girls di metromini pagi ini...
they were cute dan bersemangat
nampak di wajah mereka ketika mereka mencoba melepaskan atribut gengsi mereka dan memberanikan diri untuk mencoba
demi mencari uang mereka pun saling menyemangati satu sama lain untuk naik ke metromini yang saya dan penumpang lainnya naiki.
"Ayo...ayo..." kata salah satu diantara mereka
"aku yang bagiin amplopnya, kamu yang mulai nyanyi yah..." yang lainnya mulai membuat planing..

mereka pun mulai bernyanyi...
entah lagu apa yang mereka nyanyikan karena lagu itu kurang familiar di telinga saya
tapi seandainya saya tau...saya pasti akan ikut bersenandung bersama mereka...(wah pasti suara ci bakal merusak...:p)karena apa yang nampak di wajah mereka adalah keceriaan seakan akan mereka menikmati apa yang sedang mereka lakukan
sehingga saya sendiri larut dan ikut menikmati masa-masa itu

mereka menyanyikan satu lagu, dan kadang seringkali mereka salah atau tidak kompak...
hal itu terlihat dari bagaimana mereka seringkali berkata
"ups...(dengan muka gadis kecil yang tesenyum malu)"
atau melalui ekspresi teman lainnya lewat alis yang mereka naikkan sedikit...

masa-masa itu hanya berlangsung kurang dari 5 menit,
tetapi apa yang bisa diceritakan tidak bisa terungkapkan secara absolut karena itu hanya dapat dirasakan...
it was wonderfull...

ci hanya berharap mereka bahagia dan nothing bad happen to them...
amin.

i dont know which one of your smile is the best

i dont know which one of your smile is the best
i dont know which one of your smile is the sweetest

its just ...
when you smile at me,
i can't do anything beside giving my smile back to you
wishing that it is my 8 seconds truly blessed smile

i like to see your smile
it gave me something like what i called as tenderness
it gave me a little strength to face things

i dont know which one of your smile is the best
i dont know which one of your smile is the sweetest

coz each and every smile of yours has a meaning
i dont even understand what
coz i dont need to understandi just need to feel it
i just want to say thank you for the smile you've given to me
coz its a gift for me
and thank you for making me smile
coz it helps me a lot

just keep your smile
do it with your heart
so that peolpe can feel the truly kindness of yours.

give the world the best smile of ours.
keep smiling ^^v


(the inspiration comes when i read zil's ym status)

wat a feeling

I tried to think.
just sit down for a while.
took a deep breath and let it out.
i tried to understand
the fact why things happened.

was it my fault?
was it my responsible?
am i the one who shud mend it?
wat is this anyway?

those questions came to my mind
coz i taste like some unfair things happened
i know problems are there and they had a name
just like a package of problems with one pattern for each case

but i dont seem to recognize this pattern
i dont see any name i know in the package that can help me to solve it

i feel confused by myself
i tried to search,
through the sites in my mind,
through the articles in my head,
through the catalogues in my heart,
i even try to connect myself with other
searching for a name

but i couldn't find it
i felt exhausted
i feel i was out of breath
i feel i can't move on
i feel i wanna shout
i feel i wanna run
i feel i wanna hide
i feel i wanna dissapear
i feel hatred
i cant control my mind
i cant even slow my own heart beat....
i cant stop the tears falls down to my cheecks...
i cant...
i can't...
AArRRrRrgGghHhhh.............!!!!

i decided somehow
i forced myself in anyway
i took water and rinse myself by taking an ablution
i felt better, just a bit calming down thing
then i offer my prayer,after that
i took The Qur'an and read each of the ayat carefully...
i read it, and i cried...

i feel i've missed something
i feel i've lost something
i feel like i wanna get it back.
feel calm and gentle...
its just undescribable...

i saw the clock struk 3am...and i felt tired
so i decided to go to sleep before i start my day tomorrow
i slept.....

i woke up, a bit late
and when i wake its all vanished.
all confusing things dissapeared
and i'm all fit and my mind is clear
as clear as the sky today after the rains
the sun shines so brightly this morning
making myself feels warm
and feels so thankful for everything that Allah has given to me

and today...
i know what i've missed all this time
i know what is so less in me
i know why i feel so empty inside
so hollow

and by knowing why and what and also how,
i hope i can be a better me

-wat i'm thinking of -

sedih....
kecewa....
mungkin itu yang dirasakan oleh pendukung Indonesia saat ini....
chie pun ada perasaan seperti itu....^^
kalah 1-0 dari Korsel...

tapi chie harap, apapun yang terjadi pada ibu pertiwi kita...
janganlah kita merasa putus asa
hal yang terpenting adalah
no matter how many times you fall, u have to stand up and try to run again with a bigger spirit and
all the failures and all the unsuccessful attempt you made, it shud make you a gud learner.

dan keindahan dari kebersamaan terlihat ketika kita bersama-sama mendukung Indonesia berjuang untuk mengharumkan nama ibu pertiwi,
rasa nasionalisme nya muncul...

dan chie cuman berharap, rasa seperti itu harus dijaga...
itu dapat menjadi suatu motivasi, smangat untuk kita berusaha lebih dari apa yang kita usahakan sekarang.

kadang kita sendirilah yang men-cap kekalahan, kebiasaan buruk itu pada diri kita
ketika kita berkata "ah, biasa....."
kita menganggap itu biasa...dan itu akan menjadi kebiasaan kita yang lama kelamaan akan membentuk menjadi identitas kita...
dont do that guys....
walaupun gak semuanya begitu tapi ketika kita berbicara ttg kuantitas = %kebanyakan orang, dan itu diliat dari statistika "%kebanyakan orang" tersebut....

jadi, ayo kita peliharalah rasa ingin maju, rasa ingin bangkit dari keterpurukan, rasa nasionalisme, rasa "kita pasti bisa"...

karna, KITA PASTI BISA !!!

thats all from me...^^
oh iya....
Applause buat pemain Indonesia.....!!!!
Applause buat orang2 yang berjuang mengharumkan bangsa ini...!!!
SMANGAT!!!

-Chie ^^v

My First Writing....

First Writing
Ini adalah rangkaian kata yang chie tulis pertama kali untuk di posting... ^^

wanna say...

Hi!

salam kenal untuk semuanya.....

Lagi di kantor, jam makan siang, dengerin lagu Avril. dan chie mengetik.

ga ada yang so serius in this blog...

i just hope that i enjoy it...

about me....

i lived and work in jakarta.

my interest is books, musics, movies, and beads

i love strawberries, pucca and tazmania....

and lots more...

luv u all...

-chie ^^