I wish you were here...

i remember last year, when my friends and i were in a small movie premier
it was crowded, full of people...
and everyone is enjoying the show...
but somewhere deep there, i know I'm missing something
something that i can only feel with you.
to be around you.
i wish you were there.

when i visited a place. a small place but incredible.
where i saw ice cream clouds painted in a blue sky
or where i saw stars blinking at the darkness above.
i felt really peace and full of thoughts.
but somewhere deep there, i know I'm missing something
something that i can only feel with you.
to share with you.
i wish you were there.

the time when i had fun with friends...
getting along with them
playing games or laughing about some jokes that they made
go out have a lunch or dinner together
i felt really good and i enjoy it.
but somewhere deep there, i know I'm missing something
something that i can only feel with you.
to laugh with you.
i wish you were there.

there are times when i feel screwed up
when i burst into tears, a don't-know-what-to-do feeling showed up
when i feel that i can't breath normally
when i feel i wanted to run as far as i can
when i wanted to hide myself
or when i hold my pillow tightly and the tears wont stop
i wish you were there
saying 'it is going to be alright'

when i suffered from a stomachache or fever
and i was afraid being alone
i just wish you were there
saying 'you've got me with you'

it doesn't mean that i can't stand on my own feet for things like that
it doesn't mean that I'm totally weak that i put myself into a 'wishing you were there' all the time
but it's a confession for me... that everything will be different when i got you by my side
in every events in my life
in a bad times..or good times...
everything will be different.

above all those written...
i also wish that i were there for you.
in every events in your life
in a bad times..or good times...
even when my present will not make any difference for you.